The subject of the post before last, the one who hurt me all those years ago, who I had found on Facebook and friended and monitored and maybe even envied his life just a bit from afar?
Not friends with him any more. But it was not my doing unfortunately.
I had not thought about him for quite a while but today decide to check up on him. And discovered he had unfriended me.
I am not quite sure how I feel about it. I started to cry but I think that is because my emotions are so raw and unstable.
I can't help wonder why. Why after all this time does he drop me now? Was he just cleaning out his friends list and realized he didn't need me there? Did his wife see me in his friends list and ask him to not friend me? We never talked. There was no communication. But I guess if an ex-girlfriend, especially one with such a temultuous history with my spouse, befriended my husband on a social networking site I would not take too kindly to it. But does she even know about me? And if so, what did he tell her? Because I certainly was not the bad guy in our situation. Although I am sure he could spin it so I was.
I don't want to think about this right now. I am going to drive myself insane.
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I would venture to guess that we make things more complicated than they really are most times.
I'll bet he just was in cleaning mode and since he didn't hear back from you, took you off.
I wouldn't read too much into it unless you knew for certain.
Take it as a sign that it's time to just finally let go for good and move on. A good start to a new year.
I wonder if seeing your name on Facebook makes him uncomfortable... no matter what the reason is, its probably all about him.
Woman. Do not think about this for another millisecond. You're having a rough time right now, so everything's going to feel a bit more raw than it normally would.
But seriously - this person is, granted, a significant part of your past, but he's in the past. Focus on the now.
Is this who you told me about in November? Good riddance to him.
Though, sometimes it's Facebook. I had someone who was unfriended, and suddenly they were my friend again.
It's not a big deal, don't worry about it. I agree with Tonjia in that it's his issue, not yours... I've noticed a few people have fallen off my list of friends on FB, too. It's definitely a moment to make you go, "Huh. Hmmm..." but that's all it should be, in my opinion. There are so many things going on in your life right now, it's easy to see how you reacted strongly to this one even though in the grand scheme of things, this is barely a blip.
Can you get away for one of those awesome reflexology/foot massage things? It might help! :-) Good luck, and feel better soon.
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