Work is so bad right now I don't even have the energy to describe how much it sucks sweaty donkey balls. I promise to elaborate soon when I can find the strength. But I will leave it with saying I almost got fired, twice, in two days. For things beyond my control.
Not like I have anything else to worry about. Thanks work for taking away the one place I felt in control and comfortable. Now I have nowhere to turn for solace. I have stress and unrest at home. I have stress and unrest at work. I can't call my parents (oh, something new with my Dad too...but again, another post) I don't want to stress out my friends who already have so much going on in their lives. I am fast approaching my breaking point.
And other events happening in the family are not making things much better. Hubby's oldest brother just lost his job and is getting divorced from his wife. He is the type of messed up person I wouldn't be surprised would end up dead soon. This is something my MIL has been worried about for years and now this new ripple has put that worry forefront. Especially since we couldn't get a hold of him yesterday.
Hubby's second oldest brother is in Virgina right now, waiting to be deployed to Haiti. While not as bad as his stint in Iraq last year, my MIL is still freaking out about her son being overseas in a disaster zone. I don't blame her. Who knows what could happen over there.
So universe? What else do you wish to dump on us???
Friday, January 15, 2010
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These are the times when I just don't understand life! You are under so much pressure and it is total crap!! The only thing I can think of is that when things get better it will, looking back on all this hardship will put the rest of things in a perspective that will make them easier to handle.
Please do whatever you need to do in order to begin feeling a little less stressed out. I don't know if that means some kind of quiet time meditation thing, counseling, drinking(!!), or just talking with friends... whatever might help, don't feel bad about taking time to do it. You're going through a very challenging time and I think it will come to a head soon and begin to get better. If it isn't already. I'm thinking of you. :-)
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